skavo

Bought a new comp. My other one kinda bit the dust. Much is to be expected though, it was really outdated.

I'm going to Kings Island next Sunday, not sure if I am excited or not.

Started dating a chick since last time I wrote in here. She is sweet, but I don't think it is going to work out. She wants a serious relationship, which I can do, but it seems she wants me to be the serious part.

She blew me off all weekend. She felt the need to go to the club three nights in a row. I tried to make plans with her for Saturday, seeing as I work 10 hour days first shift, and she works third, it would be the next time we could really spend time together. I work a half day on Saturday, but we could still have the evening.

She said she was going to the club with her friends next Saturday. That pissed me off a bit. Plus, she wants me to stop all of the fun stuff I do. No tobacco, no alcohol, and no cussing? I passed down alcohol tonight, actually all weekend, thought I would try cutting back on it. Yet she didn't believe me. Fuck it, I'm done. I looked past her having a kid, I looked past her hanging out with ex-boyfriends, but I have to draw the line somewhere.

I will not change who I am for someone I do not love. I will not stay with someone who will not take me at my word. So basically, fuck it I am done.

Now I just have to figure out how to tell her. I have never broke up with someone in a nice way. Should I just be mean? I tend to make girls cry when I break up with them. How does one nicely tell someone that they aren't what you want?