skaterpunk

Journal Entries I should have entered into the system a while ago...

This week has been pure hell. I have had papers to work on, lots of work at Publix, and computer problems. My router died, so I wasn't able to update this, or send out the responses that I needed to, I got overdraft fees on my bank card due to getting Rachel a really nice present, then using the wrong card at work to get food. Everything has been going wrong. We made it through a year of not being split up. That is what she said. Feb 14-Feb 13 of the next year constitutes one year. Before anyone says that is cool, they need to realize that we broke up. Nothing is going right for me. She said that no matter what I got her, she wouldn't wear it, she does not care how I feel. I've been sick, because I had a gut feeling that she was going to spring this on me... and it put a lot of stress on my body. Sometimes it just hurts all over, and I wonder what could stop all the pain. Mostly sleep. That is all I have been able to do, but not even well. I really need to get out. I need to do something. I need to go somewhere. Somewhere else.