ok so this week was Spring Break....worst spring break in the history of spring break. The bad news started about 3 weeks ago when my Dad called to tell me he was no longer going to visit me for Spring Break. That was upsetting but kind of expected...my dad has been standing me up for the past 15 years. So now I'm going to spend break alone 
Last Friday the start of break I drove down to Juno Beach to spend the weekend with my Grandparents (mom's side) I was having a great time except for the hard time my grandpa was giving me about my snakebites but I took it all jokingly. Tuesday morning we are stilling in the living room having a pleasant conversation before I left when all of a sudden my grandpa starts personally attacking me. Saying that my college has been a waste of time and money (granted I've been here for 5 years but I've changed my major multiple times and finally found something that I love). He is trying to get me to be a teacher. Well I was an education major for 2 years. I did student teaching and found out that I didn't like it so why would I switch back to it now!!! I was trying to get my point across but you cant tell my grandpa anything and I lost my temper. I probably only lost my temper b/c my mom had called Monday night and basically told me that I was a failure and disappointment and here my grandpa is saying the same thing. So I said "I'm leaving!" and walked out. I packed my stuff in my car and drove the 2 hours back home crying the whole way. (I don't like to let people see me cry even family which is why I left b/c I couldn't hold the tears back any longer).
The rest of the week I've been alone b/c my friends are out of town. Today I got a phone call from my grandma wondering why I haven't called to apologize to my grandpa yet and that I better do it before next weekend when the whole family will be in Tampa for my Aunt's 60th Birthday....I don't think I have anything to apologize for...and I really don't want to see him or my mom...I might have to cancel my plans to go to Tampa that weekend...I feel bad b/c she is my favorite aunt and I hate to not be there but I can't stand my family right now.
Last Friday the start of break I drove down to Juno Beach to spend the weekend with my Grandparents (mom's side) I was having a great time except for the hard time my grandpa was giving me about my snakebites but I took it all jokingly. Tuesday morning we are stilling in the living room having a pleasant conversation before I left when all of a sudden my grandpa starts personally attacking me. Saying that my college has been a waste of time and money (granted I've been here for 5 years but I've changed my major multiple times and finally found something that I love). He is trying to get me to be a teacher. Well I was an education major for 2 years. I did student teaching and found out that I didn't like it so why would I switch back to it now!!! I was trying to get my point across but you cant tell my grandpa anything and I lost my temper. I probably only lost my temper b/c my mom had called Monday night and basically told me that I was a failure and disappointment and here my grandpa is saying the same thing. So I said "I'm leaving!" and walked out. I packed my stuff in my car and drove the 2 hours back home crying the whole way. (I don't like to let people see me cry even family which is why I left b/c I couldn't hold the tears back any longer).
The rest of the week I've been alone b/c my friends are out of town. Today I got a phone call from my grandma wondering why I haven't called to apologize to my grandpa yet and that I better do it before next weekend when the whole family will be in Tampa for my Aunt's 60th Birthday....I don't think I have anything to apologize for...and I really don't want to see him or my mom...I might have to cancel my plans to go to Tampa that weekend...I feel bad b/c she is my favorite aunt and I hate to not be there but I can't stand my family right now.
AFI rocks!!
specially old AFI!