skaterjas

SO after having many mini meltdowns this semester I've decided to try and transfer to a SUNY school close to home...I need to get out of FL. I spent 4 days crying and sleeping nothing else on the 5th day I post on Facebook that it was the first day I had not cried about an hour or so later my boyfriend called to break-up with me...really?!!! what horrible timing!!!! I'm ok with the fact that I was dumped but the timing was just...horrible...who does that?

Well my best friend is getting married on Halloween!!! Which means a mini vacation for me, I get to go back to Tucson in a week. I'm so excited! The wedding is a costume wedding which is great b/c I'm a bridesmaid (didn't think his bride would pick me) and I can wear whatever I want...the problem is that I first got my costume before having a meltdown...now I don't fit in it. I have one week to either fit in it or buy a new one...another 100 bucks or so

On the plus side of life I'm going to the zoo tomorrow. I have a membership and I want to get my money's worth before I move back to NY. And I going with friends!!! I've felt very lonely lately b/c everyone has been busy (so they say) and I've been going crazy but I've decided that I'm going to start going places by myself. I mean I love going to see musicals and stuff but none of my friends do. I don't want to miss out on good shows b/c I couldn't find anyone to go with me...so I'm going to take myself out on dates! It sounds kinda lame when its put out here for the world to see but oh well...oh yea plus side the ZOO!!!!