skabetty22

man, can i just say that i feel like complete shit?
i seem to be in a funk, and i'm not sure what's going on and/or making me feel this way.
to be very honest, i am still really hung up about the way that i look.
i hate my body and everything related to my appearence.
i've been trying to make positive changes in the way that i eat and live my life...but i feel like it's not enough, or doing anything at all.
i feel there could be a relapse of bad, old habits on the rise.
and that scares me a lot.
it's been at least three months since i slipped last, but i'm not sure how i'll handle this.
ugh.
i really just want to cry.