skabetty22

i hate waiting around for people to call when they say they'll call, but i secretly know they'll never really call back.
i don't know why i even ask and then get my hopes up. it's just stupid and i'm just asking to be let down and disappointed.
oh well....i just need to stop reading too far into things. then maybe i won't be up set by every little thing that happens.
i just wish he would have called me back....i mean he did it once. maybe i was asking for too much for a second time.
ah fuck.