skabetty22

ugh, i feel like shit and i'm a dumb ass.
there are times when i don't understand what the hell i get myself into.
can i really be this stupid?

ugh.
i really just want to go back to sleep right now. i do not want to go to class.
i haven't been sleeping well lately and that has really seemed to catch up with me.
i hate it.
i don't think i can sleep a whole night through.
oh well, that's life in college.

i am so disgusted with immature people. i don't understand they people have to act the way that they do. it really bothers me how people can act a certain way and not have the slightest clue of what the other person is feeling and or thinking. they can't lower themself and see the other person's point of view.
i just don't understand it at...
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so it's the start of another week. this weekend went by way too fast. i had a fun, though.
i'm really excited that missiey is in town and that aaron is also back in the city. it's so nice to have people that i feel comfortable with back in the area. i can't wait to get back into the swing of things with them. it'll...
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why do i always have a way of fucking things up?
not sure.
i spent last night crying and drrinking cheap wine.
it's completely bullshit if you ask me.
i don't really understand how all this shit turned on me because i wasn't doing anything but trying to help someone out.
once again, i was stupid and i've learned my lesson.
i don't need to...
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got a new tat today.
that's my only excitement!
i'll post a pic when i take one later.
just thought i'd share.

had my first experience drawing from a live model last night in my drawing class.
it was a rather interesting one.
the model, by the way, was full clothed.
at the end of the class, we all had to share one of our favorite drawings from the night. my friend, roommate, and myself noticed that when we put our drawings up on the wall we...
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i had a really good weekend. but sadly it was way too short.
more updates later...

i hate waiting around for people to call when they say they'll call, but i secretly know they'll never really call back.
i don't know why i even ask and then get my hopes up. it's just stupid and i'm just asking to be let down and disappointed.
oh well....i just need to stop reading too far into things. then maybe i won't be up...
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for some odd reason, i've felt really lonely lately. it's not like this is the first time this has happened either. i felt like last quater, too. it sucks.
i keep telling myself that everything will work out, but sometimes it just doesn't seem like it's ever going to work out. plus, everyone else around me is in some kind of a happy relationship, which...
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this weekend was exceptionally good. i had a lot of fun.
i celebrate my good friend's birthday on saturday. and then finished up saturday night seeing the movie hostel, and then smoking some hookah.
i went to the movie with a friend of mine from high school. it was so nice to be around someone who i already know and can just be myself around....
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