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Man it's been a long time since I've been on here.... i don't even know where to start or should I just not worry about it and just start where I am now?

I've been dealing with the disappointment in people ..a lot, either I disappoint them..or them me ...it's been happening a lot lately. I need new friends.... and I need to find that happiness that I lost like what 4 years ago... how the hell can I do that!!!


I sold my car that I have it driven for almost a year I sold it to my land lord so I can pay rent...ha yeah... the mother is not Happy bout that she has these great dreams that I will be driving again any day know and she can stop driving me to work... Sorry mother...I have to wait another 2 years...

Oh yes I got some new hair and I like it though the 9 year old thinks it looks like I have a mullet ...ha ha oh man she's just going to end up like me!!!... the little brat just came home from being At the beach... a week with out the booger I missed her every day....

Here's some pics of things that I've been doing :








Guess I need some fiber in my diet, trying to find some answers to how to walk away from someone when they hurt you and really don't care...though they tell you their secrets but when it comes down to it ... you feel like your just not that good enough for them. I tell you what I'm sick of feeling it but I can't step back or walk away....

Sorry for a boring post ...