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Friday Jan 29, 2010

Jan 29, 2010
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The evilness of bipolar It's still January, that means to me that it's still my birthday. I know my birthday was Jan.5th but in my head I think your bday is for the whole month. I'm sucking the drinks out of anyone I can. I know it's bad of me to do this....... I meet lots of peeps this way, People find out it's your birthday and they all of sudden become a part of your group to join the party. I guess everyone uses everyone...... The Evilness of bipolar- I'm not downing anyone with bipolar I don't fully understand it and I'm not going to pretend that I do. But I feel like it's rubbing off on me. I feel like I some how got this condition . Some of my friends have bipolar most of them are medicated for it and I don't really see them acting strangely or their moods going up and down. Yet I have a few that refuse to be treated for it or their meds are not the right ones for them but they refuse to tell the docs what's going on. So some day's I'm going threw a emotional Roller coaster ride with my friends where it leaves me in tears and so frustrated I want to slice my wrists. This is not a joke, and I don't know what to do.Should I just walk away from them, but is it there fault that they have bipolar? I understand that they can't control their emotions but I can't disrespect myself anymore and deal with this hateful , anger that they bring to me. anymore enough is enough Then I feel guilty for having these thoughts... sigh what should I do
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coffeelove:
I agree. Do what is best for you, not everyone else.
Jan 29, 2010
jb_pdxs:

Exercise helps me be less depressed and lifts my mood....although life does seem like a series of fleeting moments of happiness...I think for everyone.
Jan 30, 2010

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