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"Another one bite's the dust" I have this song in my head, I don't really find it all that amusing, at the moment. It's stuck in my head like super glue. Another one of my friends Past way. Past way at his own hand. So another a funeral, to go to. My finger tips are numb. I wish my heart could be... and also my lungs . I feel like there are tiny bugs crawling around inside of me. I wish they would go up and eat the hurt out of my brain.

I am cursed....

Really I am.. At 31 and looking like I"m in my earlier 20's and then if I have no makeup on I look like I"m 17, The young men Love that I'm drama free and I don't have the uncertainty of life , like there female partners do. The old men love that I look like a Teenager.

I"m a piece a meat....

My ex who is engaged is a lunatic he chases around my house. Intill he get's what he wants. I'm tired of fighting. I don't have a say in my own home. He does, and I let him do what he needs to do, it does it matter.

I should start writing a daily blog, about my life, how insane it is but I just deal with it. I mean can my life still be insane but yet I don't let the drama slip out . Maybe everyone can decide and tell me there thoughts on my life . Maybe I can show People how screwed up so many people are here in my area

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