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By Lory Early

Happy Mother's Day to all that it applies too!!!! my Day was filled with breakfast in bed and a clean bathroom and a clean kitchen ( thought I have to finish the dish's)

Last night my mom threw a party, gallons of tequila, and pounds of mexican food, I ate so much I was going to vomit. Friends and Family were there: Here was the most disturbing moment that night:

97 yearl old women drops food in her lap
Ann ( my step sister) says: grannie you dropped some food in your lap
old lady : ( shruggs) it's okay I'm just feeding my pussy..

She's 97 and she said that.... it was very disturbing
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I've been living life for some time now 31 years to be exact !!! Though at times it feels like I've done as much as someone on there death bed who livid to be in there 90's
I've had a lot of bad things happen to me, but in the same sense I had so many beautiful experiences as well.. I jump back from situtions quickly... my secret it this : I reflect on my life and actions at least once a week more if needed.

I feel a bath tub with a hot water and place some Lavender oil in it I play some relaxing music usually the sounds of a thunder storm. and lite some candles. Then I just relax. I just let all those negative vibes leave me and I meditate on answers. It's very rewarding
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I want to thank everyone who sent me messages to me when I took my break for reflecting, to remind myself that I'm not that scared women I was so long ago. Some times you need that.

Update on Shawn:
Shawn spoke three words, though his jaw is wired shut, and they couldn't understand what he said but it's good, he is trying to wake up from his coma, his fingers are moving . I'm happy about this and I pray to my god all the time for shawn.