Thursday Apr 30, 2009

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By Lostfish

I'm really into this new artiest, that I found.

Today I want back to work, and It was busy and it made me forget for the time being . The owner of the Place told me I was doing a good job... actually he said I was a good kid.... mmmm I thought I was 31 last time. Not anywhere near a kid. He's I'm thinking the same age of me or a little older not a lot older to be calling me a kid..

Oh well

Last night I went out and It seemed that People forgot about Beaner, there was a small handful of us that were still very sad.... but we were closer to him then the others. This one girl who works at the bar came running up and told me Shawn Passed away..... I felt all the air leave my body, Kara my best friend Ran up to some people that knew shawn really well and talked to them, They didn't hear that and they went to see him that evening. The Girl told me he passed away Wed. morning. Stupid cunt and her lies!!!! This girl LIkes to be the center of attention on tuesday night she told me that Shawn's chest exploded, which was a lie....I want to punch her in the Vag.....

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I want to be myself again... I do I just feel like I can't breath and I'm snapping at everyone, I want to cry really hard but when I start it just stops I feel like there's this weight that I have so much responsibility ........ but I don't .

I thought this was beautiful!!!

It's called a Fire rainbow IT was taken over Idaho, the sun has to hit the clouds just right to cause this..
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grayb:
That is an amazing photo! You know me - I had to run right out and research the topic. There are several photos on the Wikipedia Circumhorizontal arc page - the one that you found is better than any of them.

I have a very hard time dealing with sickness and death. Not my own, but that of others. I don't know what will happen to me when I die. I might simply cease to exist. I may come back as someone or something else or my shade may haunt the last place I remember being. It just won't matter anymore.

The loss of friends and loved ones, however, leaves me lost and lonely. I miss them, and wish that I could tell them so. My heart breaks when people I care about lose friends or family.

the_captain:
Hang in there. It's sounds cliche but the only thing that will help your pain is time. I know from personal experience that this is true. If you ever need someone to talk to that has gone through similar things I'm here for you. Take care.

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