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Beaner me and Shawn

Thank you to everyone that sent me message's.....

I'm very very sad and I don't mean to ignore you at all.

Beaner was a kid barely 22, he was very funny and everyone loved him, he was someone that didn't have enemies at all. He was always Laughing and playing pool and Darts..... Just last night I played pool with him and every time I missed a shot he would pick on me and say something funny..... Even though I won the game.....

I have not heard anything about Shawn yet and I'm praying that he will pull threw. I want out with Shawn on Sunday, We had dinner and sat in the woods for hours and talked, about him and his family and just life. He loved his mother a lot and took care of her .

Shawn is a good guy, He slept in my bed on sunday night because I trusted him not to do anything , and he didn't . We talked all day threw text message yesterday, and I called him first when I got the good news about my Job!!!!

Shawn had a crush on me and he told me on Sunday about it, He also told me that he got a girl pregnant and he wanted to know how I feel about that.

I'm so sorry that I asked him and Beaner to come out on Saturday.....
I'm so sorry that I didn't give you chance into sunday because you really are a great person

I'm mad Im so mad about beaner!!! He was good He should be alive !!!!! I'm not suppose to ask the Whole Question Why ! but I don't understand. Everyone loved him they did So why him why not someone LIke me who might not have a long life, why couldn't I have just died in his place, everyone knows I'm going but not beaner who had his whole life ahead of him

Why