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here's my favorite guy, I like the funny little things that he says....

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Holiday's are hard on me, it's hard because I don't like splitting up the time with my little one, I get her from 1-6 today but we will be at my mothers so she's going to be with my whole family.

Then after that were going to have a big pity party for me... yes There's a bottle of whiskey that's so far the only one that's going to be there ha!!! which is fine because I can pour my heart out to a bottle and not be judge.

Did you guys here, I'm the worlds perfect drug! yes the highest quality of heroin, I'm also a collector of hearts. It really does it matter what I say any more and try to deny it intill I'm blue in the face no one listens . their Just going to Judge. So I'll take it and just deal with it, because It really does it matter, the only thing that matters is what your going threw and how I'm making you feel.

Yesterday That guy from my past ( the one I was blogging about) Gave me a paper bag with two painted eggs in it. I asked what this was for and he told me that they were his Balls and he just wanted to give them to me since I de-maned him since that is my goal in my life, I just want to take control of everyone and mess with them then drop them. and skip away humming a silly tune.

I'm done trying to explain myself, I'm done being hurt because they think I'm going to hurt them. It's a game. "ooo let's hurt Heather before she can break our hearts"

also I think I should just be a whore as well bc that's all I hear too. People always say to me:

" I heard your easy"
"can I try your Vagina out"
I heard your crazy in bed
"Can I fuck you like a virgin"
"I heard you were so good you need to open a school and teach other women"

you get the picture , I hear this stuff a couple times a week.

So I don't want people to be wrong about me I will just fit there mold of me.... So I'm going to start the school up and I'll charge a discount to the ladies that I know.

I use to think I was free spirited a fighter , but I care to much about people's feelings but that does it matter because I'm still going to be a the bad one

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Happy Easter