I find it hard to write anything at times....I cant's find the creatively in me, I can't seem to get anything out on this computer... fuck it...
hello? is there anybody out there? just nod if you can hear me....is there anyone at home?
anyway, there are two ways to live, one is in fear, the other, in love. all negative actions come from fear. and all positive actions come from love. I can see this and have witnessed it to be true. even anger, is fear. attachment is fear. compassion is love. understanding is love. kindness is love.
I find that I'm kinda gloomy today...... not that I'm in a bad mood I'm just gloomy, I want hiking today and it was cold it was actually snowing..... I walked 300 yards and the wind picked and the flurries were starting, and I said "fuck it " and turned around and walked back to the car...and I want to a local Bar and drank whiskey played pool and ate Cream of Potato soup that tasted like Broccoli soup with potato in it....
I at least took a pic of the woods
This is what I found online today:
The donkey punch is sometimes referred to as The Tony Danza.The Tony Danza is a variation on donkey punching named for Tony Danza, star of the '80s sitcom Who's the Boss? During sex, a male would ask "Who's the boss?" (the partner may be expected to respond "you are," but it is not necessary to continue) as he proceeds to perform the donkey punch on his partner while exclaming, "Tony Danza!" It is important to note that not all donkey punches are Tony Danzas. The Danza Slap is a similar act where a male being fellated by his partner and after asking, "who's the boss?" strikes her face with his penis, open hand, or fist.
mmmmm I want to know who thinks of the names for these things.... that's my question and how much they get paid
So Today I finally got to fill out that application for the job with my best friend, and they said that they will hear from them very soon so that's good right?
I hope because I need a job like badly running out of funds, but that's the story of my life....lol
heehee here's something else I found today lol
and most girls are like that
Long blog today but it's only one
people are so...whats the word
weird i guess, they're just so weird. mainly myself i guess. i have my life, i have my inside, i don't feel a need to share it all the time.Okay maybe that's not all truthful lol, and i find i get bored with certain people's total need to share every little thing with me about something i don't really give a crap about.
it's different when the sharing is mutual, if I'm sharing and you're sharing, fine. i like that, that's called "talking" but when one person just goes on and on and i have nothing left to fucking say, then i start thinking about how it would be nice to just walk away...or smack them.
My one friend broke up with his gf almost two years ago, and they have a kid together and that's all he talks about him and court how he has to pay 1200 in child support but he get's the kid for 2 wks a month ( which is alot) but that's all I hear blah blah blah blha
A Zen story that I love
In Dreamland
"Our schoolmaster used to take a nap every afternoon," related a disciple of Soyen Shaku. "We children asked him why he did it and he told us: 'I go to dreamland to meet the old sages just as Confucius did.' When Confucius slept, he would dream of ancient sages and later tell his followers about them.
"It was extremely hot one day so some of us took a nap. Our schoolmaster scolded us. 'We went to dreamland to meet the ancient sages the same as Confucius did,' we explained. 'What was the message from those sages?' our schoolmaster demanded. One of us replied: 'We went to dreamland and met the sages and asked them if our schoolmaster came there every afternoon, but they said they had never seen any such fellow.'"
Maybe I will get better as the night wears on
How is everyone else doing
hello? is there anybody out there? just nod if you can hear me....is there anyone at home?
anyway, there are two ways to live, one is in fear, the other, in love. all negative actions come from fear. and all positive actions come from love. I can see this and have witnessed it to be true. even anger, is fear. attachment is fear. compassion is love. understanding is love. kindness is love.
I find that I'm kinda gloomy today...... not that I'm in a bad mood I'm just gloomy, I want hiking today and it was cold it was actually snowing..... I walked 300 yards and the wind picked and the flurries were starting, and I said "fuck it " and turned around and walked back to the car...and I want to a local Bar and drank whiskey played pool and ate Cream of Potato soup that tasted like Broccoli soup with potato in it....
I at least took a pic of the woods
This is what I found online today:
The donkey punch is sometimes referred to as The Tony Danza.The Tony Danza is a variation on donkey punching named for Tony Danza, star of the '80s sitcom Who's the Boss? During sex, a male would ask "Who's the boss?" (the partner may be expected to respond "you are," but it is not necessary to continue) as he proceeds to perform the donkey punch on his partner while exclaming, "Tony Danza!" It is important to note that not all donkey punches are Tony Danzas. The Danza Slap is a similar act where a male being fellated by his partner and after asking, "who's the boss?" strikes her face with his penis, open hand, or fist.
mmmmm I want to know who thinks of the names for these things.... that's my question and how much they get paid
So Today I finally got to fill out that application for the job with my best friend, and they said that they will hear from them very soon so that's good right?
I hope because I need a job like badly running out of funds, but that's the story of my life....lol
heehee here's something else I found today lol
and most girls are like that
Long blog today but it's only one
people are so...whats the word
weird i guess, they're just so weird. mainly myself i guess. i have my life, i have my inside, i don't feel a need to share it all the time.Okay maybe that's not all truthful lol, and i find i get bored with certain people's total need to share every little thing with me about something i don't really give a crap about.
it's different when the sharing is mutual, if I'm sharing and you're sharing, fine. i like that, that's called "talking" but when one person just goes on and on and i have nothing left to fucking say, then i start thinking about how it would be nice to just walk away...or smack them.
My one friend broke up with his gf almost two years ago, and they have a kid together and that's all he talks about him and court how he has to pay 1200 in child support but he get's the kid for 2 wks a month ( which is alot) but that's all I hear blah blah blah blha
A Zen story that I love
In Dreamland
"Our schoolmaster used to take a nap every afternoon," related a disciple of Soyen Shaku. "We children asked him why he did it and he told us: 'I go to dreamland to meet the old sages just as Confucius did.' When Confucius slept, he would dream of ancient sages and later tell his followers about them.
"It was extremely hot one day so some of us took a nap. Our schoolmaster scolded us. 'We went to dreamland to meet the ancient sages the same as Confucius did,' we explained. 'What was the message from those sages?' our schoolmaster demanded. One of us replied: 'We went to dreamland and met the sages and asked them if our schoolmaster came there every afternoon, but they said they had never seen any such fellow.'"
Maybe I will get better as the night wears on
How is everyone else doing
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pawko4b:
Ah yes the path not taken(today anyways) I missed the snow but I can understand it was windy as all heck today. I nearly lost my hat a few times.
pawko4b:
Maybe not that close PA is a big place and we have woods to hide in 
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