I should have stayed home and just dealt with my own loneliness, I don't like drunk men and there heavy breathing on my cheek speaking to me in a scotch langue, flashing there green money and trying to buy a night with me.
I want to be respected and not feel like a trophey, is this my fault for dressing up, for trying to make myself feel good... don't answer that I know the ansewer.
I'm tired of hearing a buzzing sound in my ear to feel pleasure, I want to hear words from a man and feel him on my finger tips, I want to bite into flesh and taste a human being something wiht warmth something that's filled with life.I
I want to tast sweat on the flesh with my moist tongue, and I want the moistness between my legs to come from a man not a peice of plastic.
I want my cries to fill a room because a man is filling me and I dig my nails into his flesh.... I want to be held and told I am good
not told that I"m hot or sexy
is this too much to ask..... is it ???
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good morning everyone,
It's early or late however you want to say it,
my friends were drunk and filled with talking about life and how they are glad I am here. they missed me this week and that's swell and I love them dearly I"m just ...it's just getting way to old for this..... I missed out on alot and it just made me feel way more lonely then I did.
My one friend kept talking about how amazing I am... Please I'm not I'm messed up with my own issues... he said that's why I have a line of men and women that love me and stand by me......and would die for me to be here ...... Please is this bad of me to get annoyed I'm nothing special... just me....... I get myself but ...is that not enough?
sorry not a funny blog tonight it's just not in me tonight maybe later...... maybe when I'm not so down
good night
I want to be respected and not feel like a trophey, is this my fault for dressing up, for trying to make myself feel good... don't answer that I know the ansewer.
I'm tired of hearing a buzzing sound in my ear to feel pleasure, I want to hear words from a man and feel him on my finger tips, I want to bite into flesh and taste a human being something wiht warmth something that's filled with life.I
I want to tast sweat on the flesh with my moist tongue, and I want the moistness between my legs to come from a man not a peice of plastic.
I want my cries to fill a room because a man is filling me and I dig my nails into his flesh.... I want to be held and told I am good
not told that I"m hot or sexy
is this too much to ask..... is it ???
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good morning everyone,
It's early or late however you want to say it,
my friends were drunk and filled with talking about life and how they are glad I am here. they missed me this week and that's swell and I love them dearly I"m just ...it's just getting way to old for this..... I missed out on alot and it just made me feel way more lonely then I did.
My one friend kept talking about how amazing I am... Please I'm not I'm messed up with my own issues... he said that's why I have a line of men and women that love me and stand by me......and would die for me to be here ...... Please is this bad of me to get annoyed I'm nothing special... just me....... I get myself but ...is that not enough?
sorry not a funny blog tonight it's just not in me tonight maybe later...... maybe when I'm not so down
good night
greendemon71:
Hope you feel better when you wake up !!!!! It will be a brand new day !!!!!! Take care !!!!