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it's beautiful outside today, I might take my paint stuff and go back in the woods, The little stream I found yesterday looking really pretty, sigh I wish someone shared my love for adventure. It would be nice to have someone to understand me...lol it would be nice to have someone be able to handel me. I wish I was just like everyone else in this world or I guess just pretend that I'm something that I'm not. So I could have someone share my joys my fears and my anger of this world. I could never be someone that I'm not I'm too free spirited. But people want to break me of it.....I want to sit and hear what people have to say I want to meet new people I want to do it with out being called a whore bc I talk to different men. I want to keep my male freinds and not have my boyfriend get Jealous or angry over it. I want to be able to go out on my own and have the trust from him that he can trust me I want do anything. I don't want to get hit anymore. I want to laugh with someone even if he make's a mistake or if I do, I don't want to make people insane( I hear that all the time) I don't want to be someone's only thing in there life there drug. I'm not that great I'm just simple little me. ....

lol wow I'm pathtic lol