Today it's a rainy cold Tuesday in Vile Pa. Though the Weather fits my mood very well, I still hate it. I deleted my facebook account today or well deactivated it today, it's still there with all my pics and my words, You can still leave me messages I belive I just won't respond.
I think it's sad that I deleted account were all my friends who our in my life almost every day is. Friends that I see, Friends that I take pics of ect...ect... Did I tell you that my mood is like dark thunder storm today, though I am sad it is intense.
Have you ever Just reached out to your friends, and no one is there, have you heard excuss after excuss that they our just busy and a week goes by and you just don't hear anything from them? Then you see pics and hear stories about how they got crazy drunk while hanging out with other friends, but for day's they were busy to busy to pick up the phone and ask what is up.Or when you get to talk and you try to explain what's going on with you they interpet and say that "i'm cranky and I need a nap"
I sat at my house and waited paitently to talk to someone for day's because my friends were busy, feeling bad that I, that me needs some one to learn on. Now I just felt worthless. My friend told me today he couldn't hang out cause he had to go to the gym.......mmmmm the gym because that's a all night affair.
I'm not even asking for anyone to stop their life for me, I will waite, I would have waited intill they did have free time. I understand things get busy in life, but I can't waite anymore.....
The leason today : is Always think what your aabout to say or do and how that is going to effect other's in your life.
Maybe we should just thank a friend today and make sure that they are doing okay....
No one talks to me or Listens to me out in the real world they just talk at me,
I think it's sad that I deleted account were all my friends who our in my life almost every day is. Friends that I see, Friends that I take pics of ect...ect... Did I tell you that my mood is like dark thunder storm today, though I am sad it is intense.
Have you ever Just reached out to your friends, and no one is there, have you heard excuss after excuss that they our just busy and a week goes by and you just don't hear anything from them? Then you see pics and hear stories about how they got crazy drunk while hanging out with other friends, but for day's they were busy to busy to pick up the phone and ask what is up.Or when you get to talk and you try to explain what's going on with you they interpet and say that "i'm cranky and I need a nap"
I sat at my house and waited paitently to talk to someone for day's because my friends were busy, feeling bad that I, that me needs some one to learn on. Now I just felt worthless. My friend told me today he couldn't hang out cause he had to go to the gym.......mmmmm the gym because that's a all night affair.
I'm not even asking for anyone to stop their life for me, I will waite, I would have waited intill they did have free time. I understand things get busy in life, but I can't waite anymore.....
The leason today : is Always think what your aabout to say or do and how that is going to effect other's in your life.
Maybe we should just thank a friend today and make sure that they are doing okay....
No one talks to me or Listens to me out in the real world they just talk at me,
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padre:
I'll be going shortly, have fun with your boy 
paddywhack:
im sorry, we have all been there in some fashion or another. things will get better.