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grayb:
I have an idea of what you are going through. It is hell. You don't strike me as a person who normally has these problems so I assume that there are a physiological issues involved, probably brought on by your pregnancy. As much as I dislike and distrust the medical profession in general, you may wish to look into some medication that could help.

In the meantime, try to get out into the sunshine as much as possible. Light, aerobic exercise (walking) should help. Think about good things and good places before you go to sleep. Promise yourself to revisit them in your dreams. You often will. There's a chance that may be enough to get you back to where you should be. I hope so. Take care of yourself.

Much love and best wishes...
pawko4b:
It is sad when people become people you knew frown
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my body is complaining because it needs a smoke, I won't fall into the selfish needs of smoking, I quit completely though my doctor told me not to cut back intill I don't need them any more . I just don't know if that would happen.... I have a great need for smokes.....

I have it spoken to sperm donor since Monday, he walked out...
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grayb:
Thanks!! I'll check that out. You're the best...

You're right about the other film too. I saw it. I loved it. I own it! smile
padre:
That sucks, it's like a back & forth battle between you two. Do you think that you two can ever get that friendship back, even in time?
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gunch:
I agree with grayb, my god woman, get some new friends!

Or at least accept my offer to come up there with a f***ing bat. I guarentee, within a few minutes, there would be some serious attitude adjustments.
pawko4b:
Congrats on the new job. I'm sorry to hear about that. Sounds worse than being slice a million times with a razor, which I guess is just as bad as their eyes.
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between life and hell
Current mood:hollow
Category: Blogging


..It's about 6:oo pm and i'm still laying in bed. I have the fan blowing on me because I'm too lazy to get up and open the windows. I can tell there is a nice breeze outside. The birds chirp outside my window.

4 CANS of DR Pepper sit on my night stand beside me and bbq...
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gunch:
It is hard to believe, but they are out there. Sadly, there are a lot of them.

I have a mantra I live by when dealing with this sort of thing:
"If you wait by the river of life, your enemies will float by of their own volition."

As in, don't bother with them, live your own life. They will manage to destroy their own.
pawko4b:
I say kick his ass with your long sexy legs. Heel to the pooper mwua ha ha.
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okay so something different then my normal boo hoo blogs....



Yes were going to try this singing again lol... hope you enjoy, and yes I know I look like shit... suck it up and deal with it I was vomiting today
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the_captain:
You shouldn't be so hard on yourself.
grayb:
Sorry I haven't been around more... I've been pretty busy and, well - your song says it all. You sound great! I hope that you're having a good (vomiting aside) weekend. Take care. Best wishes...
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jaxy:
we all make mistakes and we all want people on our side. dont be so hard on yourself.
pawko4b:
Ya gots a do what ya gots a do wink
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actionbastard:
why thank you miss smile
gunch:
I agree with stevein2008 above, Sperm donor is simply trying to get people to see how bad things are for him or see his side. Selfish prick!
Don't let anything that bastard does or say make you think any less about yourself. I think everyone here will gladly back me up on this.
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TOP TEN THINGS I HATE:


1.Loud People:
I really hate those People that are crying out for you to pay attention to them and they just keep getting louder and louder, where your ears are pretty much bleeding because they are so loud !!!!, Drunk loud people are they worst.

2.Wet toilet seats
I hate when some one fucking pee's all over the toilet... it...
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grayb:
I love your lists smile
gunch:
On the Verizon thing. Have you seen the new home phone that's a cell phone? Not kidding. It looks like you would expect a home phone to look, larger handset, answering machine, etc. But it hooks up to the cellular network instead. It's called the Verizon Hub. http://tinyurl.com/ccyuqb

You wouldn't be charged to call it. Of course, you'd have to pay verizon prices for a new phone. haha

They get you however they can. wink
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I don't know if I have ever told any of you, that I really hate Doctors. I have this great hatred toward them since as long as I could remember. I even hate nurses with there needles and heavy hands. Needles don't bother me it's the whole digging in my arm that I hate. I've kicked and hit nurses in their process of drawing blood...
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grayb:
My best friends are a doctor and a nurse practitioner. Other than them...
You know my feelings and opinions about everything else.
Take care...

gunch:
Glad to hear things are turning around and that the baby is well!
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coffeelove:
I hope everything is ok with you and the baby.. *hugs*
the_captain:
Are you really shocked? It seems to be his response. (aka,I'm a douche bag that deserves NO recognition. I know it's one sided and I don't know you or your situation personally. But this guy is clearly no good and should never be an influence on a child. I hop you can find a real man that doesn't suck and will be a decent role model for the child.
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ravenshimmers:
thanks I feel better today. How are you?

Amy
gunch:
Well, I'll be your friend if you'll let me. LoL
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I think it's funny how everyone keeps texting me wondering where I'm at but no one will pick me up.... I don't drive People!!!!! hello. you want to hang with me you have to Pick me up !!!! simple ... not sure if that's hard to understand but don't ask me when I'm coming or where I"m at if you don't feel like getting me!!!!...
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nobodyhere:
I don't know. Look, i'm sure you can look after yourself, pregnant or not, but you'd at least expect the courtesy of an offer of a ride. Basic friendship stuff can't be that hard surely?
grayb:
This is nothing new and not just a problem with you. At the most recent establishment that I managed, most of the workforce was in their late teens and twenties. I can't tell you how many times at the end of an evening - there would be someone sitting and waiting in vain for a sibling, friend, boyfriend and sometimes even their spouse to come and pick them up. I'd drive them home. I was happy to do so. Customers would get dropped off and then sit and wait for hours on end for the people that they were supposed to meet - in vain. It used to happen all the time.

People can really suck.