Saturday Feb 21, 2004

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I miss that thing called love i remember it but its just some memory i'd rather burn than do ever again. I wish I could be more of a leader than a follower that way i wouldnt wait like i am for someone to kill me i'd do it myself. I'm sick of all I do cause its pointless and the only reason i work 7 days a week is becuse i want money. Thing is i dont want to do anything else. Maybe one of these days i'll get the gun i have always wanted.
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fatherklyde:
my friend listen to yourself, it seems the person you have the most anger with is yourself and you admit it. Not alot of people are willing to be that honest. That is admirable, however you need to let it go. You are a cool guy who is capable of finding work wherever he goes, friends in whatever city you drop into and a good time no matter how lame the scene is. no, i wouldn't say you're the leader type but i wouldn't call you a follower either more like a lifestyle mercenary if you will. Rather than a gun maybe you should just take a sec and really think about what you are doing to piss yourself off so bad and then start to fix it. I t won't be easy but you've got @least one friend here that will help you see it through if you are willing to ask for the help and be serious about the change. Take Care Friend
resonator:
young man, you need a cookie and a hug.

*hug*

yer just a baby...it's gonna get better...nobody should despair about love when they're only 20...yer gonna have a long time to figure all that stuff out...

xoxo

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