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sometimes even 30 cups of green tea doesn't help.

=]

speaking of crushes. i just went and saw blue crush. i know, i know. it's pretty bad. BUT, what you don't know is that i'm hawaiian. part hawaiian. hapa. i was born in hawaii. i grew up in hawaii. i have an hawaiian name. so anyway. i saw blue crush. i won't comment on the movie but i would like to talk alittle about surfing....
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tea makes it better. calmer. i still feel bad. hurt. but i know i will be ok. today is the day i go and hide.

have a good day all.

=]

so i'm going to ask lola to hang out with me on saturday night.

wish me luck.

don't be too jealous all of you.

shoot me in the foot.

i am broke broke til tuesday.

someone feed me.

someone hold my hand.

someone call me a dirty whore. then pay me for my time and companionship.

write:

i tried to understand i tell you what dont you get
i tried to understand but you are from ways
i open up my fingers and explain understanding what you are saying
i open up the package and place it in my mouth
i kiss you for protection
into you for understanding
i open my mouth to explain things i do not say
i...
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you can train yourself to listen to cable signals.
its a lot easier than seeing it, that takes a whole nother level.
sometimes I sit at home and close my eyes and picture hbo.
i dont get it in color, but shit, its a lot cheaper than paying for it

Stupid is the boy who forgets how simple it is to tie his
shoes.
Remember the rabbits, his sister tells him.
But, he's to busy thinking of his toys.
Boys and their Toys, will they ever learn?
Learn to spell your name,
his teacher tells him
Do you know what 2+2 is?
Or rather 1+1?
But, he knows it's not that simple.
Simplicity hides himself,...
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i'm not good at writing.
so I wont.
so then...
what am I good at?
what am I good at?
feelings..moments..time.
precise space, inaccurate timing
loss of motion. skipped wheel.
where was i?
to accurately grasp a moment is to in turn...
lose.
precise timing, inaccurate space.
continuance of motion. perfect wheel.
where am i?
to accurately feel a moment is in turn...
to be...
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i think perfection happens every single second. every millisecond. it's constant. always always happening. it's just not happening everywhere at the same time. perfection is always moving around. like someone finding the perfect flower. or a first kiss. or a baby taking it's first step. it is constantly happening. and it comes around to everyone eventually...something perfect. and here is the key, the answer to...
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up and down. up and down. rollercoaster.
happy. sad. neurotic. fucked
oops. i said the f-word.
i guess i was wrong. i'm sorry.
i thought i didnt have a certain emotion.
but that was just cause for a long long time,
i didn't have any emotions.
and now this hits like a bitch.