sixfeetunder

ok.. Here it is. It's been an interesting couple of months. I've moved with my wife gigi into a new house that we bought, Lost weight (I shit you not like 30 pounds). have had to deal with stupid ridicoulous friend/ex friend drama ex-roomate crap.. Realized that I've done NOTHING to achive personel goals. Wasted almost 2 years at a dead end job ran by a bunch of bigots. Totally estranged myself from my crazy older sister and Realized that I'm much more conservative than I thought I already was. What I'm trying to say is that I'm changing my life. I'm quitting my job within the next three weeks. I'm going to start working/performing in theatre again.. I'm going to start freelancing in film again.. I'm going to start writing again.. I'm going to quit my corperate life now one month before my 27th birthday. I may be serving coffee to 20 year old born again christian college kids.. I may be waiting tables again at some over priced pretenious resturant.. But whatever I do I'm going to make my life count.. I refuse to be just another number.. I'm going to put more effort into my marriage.. Some of you might not know but gigi and I have a twelve year history together and to be honest it's gotten much better over the past month.. I may never return to this journal again.. In a way it's sort of been a crutch artistically.. anyway you look at it I'm a changed person.. I wish all of you the best and don't believe anything your told.. who knows i may be back in a week or a month.. But for now it's time to think about the bigger picture