Well I went to the doctors yesterday. They took more pictures of my kidneys and my bladder. The doctor couldnt really see what was going on there. So they decided they needed to put a scope in my bladder. (have you ever had a cathader? THIS FUCKING HURT!) The pain was so bad that he couldnt get the scope in enough to look inside my bladder so he stopped. I went through all that pain and they still couldnt find what was wrong. Now I have to go back to a different hospital to get my kidneys X-rayed. More doctors.... more pain. I can't even piss right now. It hurts so fucking bad. The doctor said that this could possibly be kidneys stones and a bad infection in my kidneys. I don't know what the hell to do anymore. I just worry all the time about being sick. I can't even get a job. I am usless to the people I live with. Always in pain.... 
It sucks hard-core!
Well... that's the end of my story today. I probably wont write anything for the rest of the week because I am taking it easy at my sister Cinders house. Just chillin with her and some friends. I miss my boyfriend so much. I am going to take a nap now. Bye Bye....
It sucks hard-core!
Well... that's the end of my story today. I probably wont write anything for the rest of the week because I am taking it easy at my sister Cinders house. Just chillin with her and some friends. I miss my boyfriend so much. I am going to take a nap now. Bye Bye....
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Hangin in there??
That shit sucks..my little bro has crohn's--that shit fucks his isntesinets all up.He's in and out of the hospital--with tubes and bags and shit..some docters don't know shit!! There just looking at meds and drugs instead of diet and lifestyle..I wish I could get my brother to stop smoking cigs--its much easier for the body to heal without them...I hope you are feeling better