In my never ending quest for a woman of internal AND external beauty, I find myself being demoralized far too often as I read some of the SuicideGirl's journals.
I won't say which SG's journal I was reading, but it inspired me to write this lyric...
Pictures and pictures and dancing and pictures
SG turns laywomen to immortal fixtures
Beauty and cuteness and lust and affairs
Love's wealth a poor substitute for envious stares..
Because, really, I worry about some of these girls. When people get too caught up in being a SuicideGirl, I think they must not have much else going for them outside of being physically attractive.
So why the hell am I here? I love you guys...
My childhood nemisis, a greasy loser who used to push me around and steal my bag at the bus stop as a child, get into fights with me and constantly insult me, got really drunk and drove right into a tree last weekend killing himself and a friend who was celebrating his birthday.
My best friend from childhood told me about it and he seemed sort of excited that this guy had died. That would be because my arch nemisis dated his little sister for a couple years, cheated on her and got another girl pregnant while he was still dating her. So, my friend wasn't too sad.
We joked about making a wine goblet out of his skull.
Is that bad? Have you ever heard of someone dying and think, "Serves him well, motherfucker!"??
I won't say which SG's journal I was reading, but it inspired me to write this lyric...
Pictures and pictures and dancing and pictures
SG turns laywomen to immortal fixtures
Beauty and cuteness and lust and affairs
Love's wealth a poor substitute for envious stares..
Because, really, I worry about some of these girls. When people get too caught up in being a SuicideGirl, I think they must not have much else going for them outside of being physically attractive.
So why the hell am I here? I love you guys...
My childhood nemisis, a greasy loser who used to push me around and steal my bag at the bus stop as a child, get into fights with me and constantly insult me, got really drunk and drove right into a tree last weekend killing himself and a friend who was celebrating his birthday.
My best friend from childhood told me about it and he seemed sort of excited that this guy had died. That would be because my arch nemisis dated his little sister for a couple years, cheated on her and got another girl pregnant while he was still dating her. So, my friend wasn't too sad.
We joked about making a wine goblet out of his skull.
Is that bad? Have you ever heard of someone dying and think, "Serves him well, motherfucker!"??
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Well no matter how bad or awful a person is the last thing you should do is celebrate their unlucky demise. A well earned death to those like Jeffery Domer, John Wayne Gacy, Henry Lee Lucas, Robert Ramirez, Charlie Manson, and Ted Bundy is often celebrated but should we really celebrate maybe we should just learn. At any rate media today draws us into the slightest drama only to spark our emotions of either angst or sadness, were our feeling just don't belong. Is it really our business that so and so died in a car crash, or what ever they decide to convey to us. I say No. Be happy with your own life, do what you can to make others happy and if they don't respond then it really is no skin off your back. Think about the victims parents, should you? Is projected empathy a gift or a curse? We just sit back and blindly obey societies rules. We obey when we choose we disobey when it is covenant.
When we were growing up we thought our parents were fools, but the truth is with most that they cared, they cared were it mattered at the basic need maybe we should simply embrace that. Care about what effects you personally and disregard all other negative unimportant information.
Simply put this person has been out of your life for some time and the time that he was there, was probably the result of a strong insecurity. If I were you I would consider his death a natural occurrence and nothing more. Besides As a wise man once said "It's not about you"