Ever since the end of the relationship I thought was going to last the rest of my life, I began cautiously put myself out there on various website and apps trying to regain my socializing and dating skills that I just kind of put into a box after I got engaged.
Now I use the quotation marks in my title because I’m meeting a woman...
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I’ve been weaning Myself off of my psych meds because well, I have no medical insurance. I’ve been on some meds for years and I’m thinking they had a lot to do with the crumbling of my relationship. I was a different person. Not completely myself and they only seemed to make my mental health decline. It’s quite possible that I may have been on...
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“Just remember that when you think your free, the crack inside your fucking heart is me.”
-Marilyn Manson
The Speed of Pain
Mechanical Animals
-1998
I only love the woman that you were. The moment you cheated on me you ceased to be that woman and became another creature entirely. You will fly away from me, out of my hands. I, stricken with grief, will venture out into the world, in search of another vestige of you.
And that will be the happy ending to our story.
I’ve been talking to a girl for a month and a half. Things have been going well. Today however she asked for my SSN. I can’t believe I fell for that bullshit. I’m such a fucking dumbass!!! I thought she was too good to be true.
I’m socially awkward so approaching women gives me a panic attack. Now I have a bad taste in my...
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My life has been quite a roller coaster over the last six years. My life has been burnt to the ground and now I’m sifting through the ashes. I’m taking what I need and leaving the rest behind me.
I had a nervous break down, lost all sense of self and because a zombie. I lost my father than had a second nervous break down....
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Well it looks like it's that time of year. Suicidegirls.com has it's hand out for money that I just don't have. They are threatening to take away all the lovely tattooed ladies that I love so much. But have no fear, I'll be back before too long, when I can come up with the ransom.
I have been a social wreck of late. I just feel incrediblly awkward in every situation and social event. I can't to figure out how to act or what to talk about with people. I feel as though I'm a fraud of human being. Like I'm something else only pretending to be human. It talks grat effort to say a few words to some one...
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I am feed up with all the rude fuckers that came through my ER last night. I mean, holy fuck people!!