Thing are coming to a head.
It has come to my attention through certain channels that my best friend Sean may be in possession of information that could end my relationship with Blue once and for all. If this is true it would justify his suggestion that I leave her. If it is false then it could very well very well end our friendship.
I...
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It has come to my attention through certain channels that my best friend Sean may be in possession of information that could end my relationship with Blue once and for all. If this is true it would justify his suggestion that I leave her. If it is false then it could very well very well end our friendship.
I...
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ravioli:
why thank you very much 
There is more drama in my life right now than I care for.
Quick update:
Sean broke up with Rea.
Blue and I on the edge of braking up.
Rea is crying on my shoulder.
I'm sneaking cigs
Life still suck and Santa Claus is not real.
That is all...for now
Sean broke up with Rea.
Blue and I on the edge of braking up.
Rea is crying on my shoulder.
I'm sneaking cigs
Life still suck and Santa Claus is not real.
That is all...for now
sunshine:
Blue Suicide?? or a different Blue?
either way, sorry bout the almost break up
either way, sorry bout the almost break up
sithlordxion:
No not Blue Suicide. 
Blue is my girlfriend's nickname.
Thanks for the sympathetic remark.
And I'm honored that a Suicide Girl read my blog.
Blue is my girlfriend's nickname.
Thanks for the sympathetic remark.
And I'm honored that a Suicide Girl read my blog.
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I wan t to be bad!!! 
I feel a strange uneasiness between Blue and I of late. I'm not sure what it means, but it bothers me.
I'm feeling very alone and isolated of late. I was just looking through a friend's Facebook photos of New Year's Eve and it made me fell very alone. I spent New Year's alone this year, because Blue had to work. I also spent The 4th of July alone because Blue feels threatened by Rae.
I don't see Blue for any length of time. Most days...
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I don't see Blue for any length of time. Most days...
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Oh social anxiety...it's not just for teenagers.
I just got home from my cousins wedding. I left early saying that Blue had to get to work. Which she did but we came in separate cars. I felt awkward. I felt uncomfortable. I just needed to get out of there. I felt like an outsider. I felt like an outsider in my own family. Even my...
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I just got home from my cousins wedding. I left early saying that Blue had to get to work. Which she did but we came in separate cars. I felt awkward. I felt uncomfortable. I just needed to get out of there. I felt like an outsider. I felt like an outsider in my own family. Even my...
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I am one FAT mother fucker!!!
I have to go to my cousin's wedding tonight. So, I went looking for some dress pants to go with my jacket because, my old ones don't fit. I went to three stores and tried on the biggest sizes they had and nothing fit. I'm going to have to make due with a pair of black work pants I...
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I have to go to my cousin's wedding tonight. So, I went looking for some dress pants to go with my jacket because, my old ones don't fit. I went to three stores and tried on the biggest sizes they had and nothing fit. I'm going to have to make due with a pair of black work pants I...
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Beautiful Katamari is the most awesome thing ever!!!