sithlordxion

I'm having some kind of panic attack. Can't keep it together. Can't breath. Nothing to look forward to. Trapped. Closterphobic. Hopelessness. Hate my job, hate always being broke, hate not seeing girl, hate my mother-in-law and all the bullshit I have to do for her, Hate that my best friend just moved to Ohio. Hate that I have no other friends. Hate everything.

Friday and once again I'm home alone. My girl has gone off to work and I sit here on my ass wishing she was home.

My girlfriend's mother is a fucking crazzy person. Why I ever agreed to let her move in with us I will never know.

In a gym full of elipticals, in a row with only one other occupied machine, why dose the hot Asian girl, wearing a Flyers tee and bike shorts so tight and short that they kept ridding up her tight little ass crack, get on the machine next to me?? Of all the other elipticals she could have been using she decides to work out next...
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It was a shity night at work.

Every other week I have to work with a vapid bitch who dosen't know what the fuck she is doing but she thinks she's hot shit. We had a code blue in the ICU and this dumb cunt is poking at the wrong alarm panel instead of getting on the p.a. and calling the code so the doctor...
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I've been having a "what the fuck is the point" feeling of late. The stress has been building at home and work and I feel like running away. Just wait until payday get into my car and drive west until I hit the ocean. I get no free time to myself. I'm always doing for everyone else and no one dose for me. And time...
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Been in weird place of late. I'm all anxty about my life and what it's become. I've been annoyed at my station in life. This s not where I saw myself at 21. I had my whole future ahead of me. I really thought that I would be making art for a living. Instead I'm a paper pusher at a shity inercity hospital. The same...
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I've so inative on this site it's not even funny. I have no real privacy since the mom-in-law moved in with us. Let's just say it's been quite an adjustment.

So let's see what's new? Well I'm bloging the iPod I get from Santa. It's really the only way I can get on to SG anymore due to my aforementioned lack of privacy. Which is...
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Fuck my life.

So my future moth