I'm feeling very alone and isolated of late. I was just looking through a friend's Facebook photos of New Year's Eve and it made me fell very alone. I spent New Year's alone this year, because Blue had to work. I also spent The 4th of July alone because Blue feels threatened by Rae.
I don't see Blue for any length of time. Most days I only see her for a few minutes. I'm lucky if we spend a few hours together. And now she is being weird about me hanging out with my friends.
Okay so Rae is very much my type. If I wasn't with Blue or Rae wasn't with Sean, I would be all over Rae. But Rae and I are friends and that's it, and I wouldn't jeopardize my relationship with Blue or my friendship with Sean.
I just want to be able to hang out with my friends without feeling guilty about it.
I don't see Blue for any length of time. Most days I only see her for a few minutes. I'm lucky if we spend a few hours together. And now she is being weird about me hanging out with my friends.
Okay so Rae is very much my type. If I wasn't with Blue or Rae wasn't with Sean, I would be all over Rae. But Rae and I are friends and that's it, and I wouldn't jeopardize my relationship with Blue or my friendship with Sean.
I just want to be able to hang out with my friends without feeling guilty about it.