sithlordxion

Oh social anxiety...it's not just for teenagers.

I just got home from my cousins wedding. I left early saying that Blue had to get to work. Which she did but we came in separate cars. I felt awkward. I felt uncomfortable. I just needed to get out of there. I felt like an outsider. I felt like an outsider in my own family. Even my brother and my parents made me feel awkward. I just sat at my table, holding Blue's hand not sure who to talk to or what to say. I just felt off all night and all I want to do right now is to crawl in to a hole.