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Bleech.

I have to go to the gym.

I swear, if it isn't one thing it's another. The weight I gained while I was down after hurting my back.. it's disgusting. Most of my jeans don't fit anymore. Now that my back is finally feeling better, I go and get sick!

My cough has gotten worse. I feel sore and dizzy.

I have to go out tonight. I have to feel better and go out tonight and have a good time to make up for all the bullshit I put up with this past weekend.

I'm looking to move. By the Fall. When the holiday season sets in, I want to have a cozy place that I can go to, to snuggle up in and call home. The apartment I have now isn't it.

I don't want roommates. I'm done doing roommates. I have them right now. First it started out as a favor, but now they are taking over. All their shit, everywhere. And they're always here.

I want to get a kitten for my cat.

But, it'll be exciting finding a new place. And I can finally buy furniture! I've gone out and looked at stuff. Flipped through Ikea catalogs. But I live up two flights of stairs. I won't find the motivation to move it. I've walked away from fully furnished apartments before because I didn't want to move it and couldn't handle the expense of a moving company.

I want ice cream.

And I don't know what more to do in order to show my interest in you... aside from simply losing interest.