Balls.
What a boring fucking day.
I ate chili cheese fries with jalepenos. Mmmmmm.... I know I'm going to wake up in the morning with regret and a tummy-ache!
Chillin with a sixer of beers. I'm so insanely bored right now, if I were the type who watched TV I would go do that. But, since we're talking mindless activities, I'd rather daydream and stare at the ceiling, thank you.
I met up with some people today whom I've only been casually acquainted with. I was invited and it sounded like a nice opportunity to get to know everyone. The downside is they already knew each other, so it felt a bit cliquish, maybe? I got annoyed, and I left. There is nothing worse than going out with other people and feeling like you're by yourself. I can do that on my own -- at home with my cat. So now I am doing just that.
Two beers down, four more to go. I'm hoping to pass out. I'd have just gotten some hard stuff if I wasn't certain I'd over indulge and get sick.
Good things never happen when I pick up the bottle while I'm in a crabby mood.
There was a highlight to today. I got to talk to my friend Eric! He's in Portland with his band, Codeseven. I'm glad the tour is going well and he's enjoying himself. I can't wait to see him again.
I hate that Tiger's favorite spot is behind the screen of my laptop. While I type he will reach out and scratch at my fingers. The whole time I'm on, I spend time chasing him away while he stealthily creeps back into position. Then we do it all over again.
What a boring fucking day.
I ate chili cheese fries with jalepenos. Mmmmmm.... I know I'm going to wake up in the morning with regret and a tummy-ache!
Chillin with a sixer of beers. I'm so insanely bored right now, if I were the type who watched TV I would go do that. But, since we're talking mindless activities, I'd rather daydream and stare at the ceiling, thank you.
I met up with some people today whom I've only been casually acquainted with. I was invited and it sounded like a nice opportunity to get to know everyone. The downside is they already knew each other, so it felt a bit cliquish, maybe? I got annoyed, and I left. There is nothing worse than going out with other people and feeling like you're by yourself. I can do that on my own -- at home with my cat. So now I am doing just that.
Two beers down, four more to go. I'm hoping to pass out. I'd have just gotten some hard stuff if I wasn't certain I'd over indulge and get sick.
Good things never happen when I pick up the bottle while I'm in a crabby mood.
There was a highlight to today. I got to talk to my friend Eric! He's in Portland with his band, Codeseven. I'm glad the tour is going well and he's enjoying himself. I can't wait to see him again.
I hate that Tiger's favorite spot is behind the screen of my laptop. While I type he will reach out and scratch at my fingers. The whole time I'm on, I spend time chasing him away while he stealthily creeps back into position. Then we do it all over again.
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accessed:
Did it feel like a 3rd or 4th wheel type of situation?? If so, I can feel what you're saying! Other than that... How're you feelin'..? 
tadzi:
im too shy to hang out with people i dont really know.