Something interesting my brother pointed out to me awhile back. That I make statements but say it in the form of a question. He was like, "Why do you do that?" I'd never noticed it up until that point. Interesting.
I hate my bathtub. I've yet to bathe in it. It's too tiny and the water pressure isn't strong so it takes forever to fill up. Next time I go apartment shopping the tub size will be number one on my list.
I'm dying to take a nice long soak in a big tub! Hopefully the hotel I stay at in San Francisco this weekend will be suitable.
I want to go to a day spa. I want waxed, manicure, pedicure, facial, massage. Mmmmm....
I'm having some red wine right now. In a bit I'm going to take a couple sleeping pills. I couldn't get to sleep until nearly 8 a.m. and I didn't wake up until 4:30 in the afternoon. I bought new batteries today so I can relax before I fall asleep.
I can't recall the last time I got laid but it wasn't that long ago. It wasn't anything mind-blowing, thus my inability to recollect. (No, not you, Mr. New York. You were awesome!)
But, I wish there were some kind of screening process I could use to determine if a possible partner will be worthwhile. Sometimes it's hard to tell and you won't find out that it's lame until mid-coitus.
I suppose I could ask questions. Like.. hmmm... I dunno. "Are you freaky??"
The last time I had a long-term partner who was amazing was three years ago. Each time we saw each other was to push boundaries. It was weird because we didn't really know each other that well more than we knew of one another, We never hung out. Knew very little about the others' personal affairs, but the chemistry was off the charts.
I don't want a boyfriend. I'm not looking to get married. I just want something consistently awesome.
Some jerk-off emailed me on MySpace:
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Sky
Date: May 7, 2005 10:05 PM
My bad... I understand now. I just looked at your friends list. Being that you were wearing our cultural lox, I thought you were looking for the Black Womans Natural goal... A good Black man. Nothing against you. i just thought that I would play my part and offer my friendship.
Now really, even if you don't like your own kind to date and mate with, is it really that bad to even except us as your friends? This is puzzling to me. I went to white schools and grew up around Whites,Mexicans, and Armenians. There weren't many Blacks around. Therefore I dated Others. But that was because I was never exposed to my own kind. Once I was given the opportunity to be around my own I found myself very happy and at eaze.
But we are all diffrent. Good luck with your Suicide.
Now, everyone who requests an add from me, I'll view their profile. If I don't know you, I'll read what you're about and see if I want to get to know you. But, most times if I haven't met you or sought you out, I'll decline your request. I looked at his profile and it was all about, "Gimme ass. Gimme titties". That's so not hot coming from someone I don't know.
And it's true. Most of my friends list does consist of people who are not black. But, most of my friends list are also people I know from SG or have met when I go out. I hang out at rock n' roll clubs or dive bars - not too much opportunity to meet people of my ethnicity.
But, how disgustingly assumptive of him to assume I didn't want to know him because he is black.
So, I wrote him back with a short explanation of why I declined his friend request. Then I blocked him from contacting me through MySpace.
My friend Danny is coming to live with me in the next couple weeks. He's in a bit of shit right now. His car got taken by some Tijuana cops and he was stuck in jail for a couple days out there. I'd always heard about that happening, but I never knew anyone it actually happened to. He's still in San Diego right now trying to get his car back. Danny has been a good friend of mine for a lot of years.. I worry for him and don't like him to get fucked with like that.
Okay, it's almost 2 a.m. Time to get ready for bed.
Night!
I hate my bathtub. I've yet to bathe in it. It's too tiny and the water pressure isn't strong so it takes forever to fill up. Next time I go apartment shopping the tub size will be number one on my list.
I'm dying to take a nice long soak in a big tub! Hopefully the hotel I stay at in San Francisco this weekend will be suitable.
I want to go to a day spa. I want waxed, manicure, pedicure, facial, massage. Mmmmm....
I'm having some red wine right now. In a bit I'm going to take a couple sleeping pills. I couldn't get to sleep until nearly 8 a.m. and I didn't wake up until 4:30 in the afternoon. I bought new batteries today so I can relax before I fall asleep.
I can't recall the last time I got laid but it wasn't that long ago. It wasn't anything mind-blowing, thus my inability to recollect. (No, not you, Mr. New York. You were awesome!)
But, I wish there were some kind of screening process I could use to determine if a possible partner will be worthwhile. Sometimes it's hard to tell and you won't find out that it's lame until mid-coitus.
I suppose I could ask questions. Like.. hmmm... I dunno. "Are you freaky??"
The last time I had a long-term partner who was amazing was three years ago. Each time we saw each other was to push boundaries. It was weird because we didn't really know each other that well more than we knew of one another, We never hung out. Knew very little about the others' personal affairs, but the chemistry was off the charts.
I don't want a boyfriend. I'm not looking to get married. I just want something consistently awesome.
Some jerk-off emailed me on MySpace:
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Sky
Date: May 7, 2005 10:05 PM
My bad... I understand now. I just looked at your friends list. Being that you were wearing our cultural lox, I thought you were looking for the Black Womans Natural goal... A good Black man. Nothing against you. i just thought that I would play my part and offer my friendship.
Now really, even if you don't like your own kind to date and mate with, is it really that bad to even except us as your friends? This is puzzling to me. I went to white schools and grew up around Whites,Mexicans, and Armenians. There weren't many Blacks around. Therefore I dated Others. But that was because I was never exposed to my own kind. Once I was given the opportunity to be around my own I found myself very happy and at eaze.
But we are all diffrent. Good luck with your Suicide.
Now, everyone who requests an add from me, I'll view their profile. If I don't know you, I'll read what you're about and see if I want to get to know you. But, most times if I haven't met you or sought you out, I'll decline your request. I looked at his profile and it was all about, "Gimme ass. Gimme titties". That's so not hot coming from someone I don't know.
And it's true. Most of my friends list does consist of people who are not black. But, most of my friends list are also people I know from SG or have met when I go out. I hang out at rock n' roll clubs or dive bars - not too much opportunity to meet people of my ethnicity.
But, how disgustingly assumptive of him to assume I didn't want to know him because he is black.
So, I wrote him back with a short explanation of why I declined his friend request. Then I blocked him from contacting me through MySpace.
My friend Danny is coming to live with me in the next couple weeks. He's in a bit of shit right now. His car got taken by some Tijuana cops and he was stuck in jail for a couple days out there. I'd always heard about that happening, but I never knew anyone it actually happened to. He's still in San Diego right now trying to get his car back. Danny has been a good friend of mine for a lot of years.. I worry for him and don't like him to get fucked with like that.
Okay, it's almost 2 a.m. Time to get ready for bed.
Night!
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fixxxer:
yah, one thing I started doing when apartment shopping was turning on the water to test the pressures just for that reason. I got one that had shitty water pressure and the shower would just dribble. It sucked.
cairo:
Your profile pic is gorgeous. 