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I'm so bored right now. I think I'm going to get drunk and play with Tiger. The little brat. He's going to grow up fat and spoiled if I don't stop it right now.

I've been feeling really antsy the past couple days. The holiday really wiped me out. I don't have close friends and I'm not a family oriented person. I never notice it until the holidays when everyone else has got somewhere to be. So, depsite my best efforts to just be fuckin' happy, I end up depressed and drunk.

Work is going okay. I just sit there all day thinking how I gotta get out of that place. Both of my co-workers called out of work for the entire week, so on Tuesday my supervisor tossed some chick at me so I could train her to back my ass up this week.

I've been applying for other things.. but it's competitive out here. I'm pretty much stuck in my industry unless I'm willing to settle for shit pay. Do you have experience? You don't have enough experience. Bah!!

So. I'm frustrated. But I'm really glad this week is short!

I'm also glad that I'm going to New York. Flying out Friday, August 13th. It sucks that I can't swing anything longer than the weekend. But, eh. Maybe next time.

I need some excitement in my life now. Like, right nowthisveryminute NOW.

I've decided to have a crush on my favorite porn star because I've decided crushes are something you should decide. And they should be something reasonably unattainable. Because then you can't get crushed. But, then, that's not really a crush now is it? Fuck it. Yes it is. But, only because I said.

On that note. I think me and buzzbuzz are going to get together and watch my crush fuck.

That will be my rightnowthisveryminute excitement for today!



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9.37: I am drunk

P.S. I wish I had a TV and cable so I could watch The Family Guy and Most Extreme Challenge on Spike TV rightnowthisminute.