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The housemates and I were supposed to have a party last night.. which we all forgot about. Heh. People were asking us if we were still having a party and we were like, "Huuuuuuuh???"

I had problems knowing what day it was yesterday, probably due to too much drink and not enough sleep. My Mom called me and I kept saying, "What day is it??? Is is Sunday??? Do I have to work tomorrow???" She reassured me it was merely Saturday and wondered if I was okay. I told her I was probably still drunk from drinking until 6 a.m. and only sleeping for four hours. She told me to have fun and be careful.

I went to the LadyFest Bay Area fundraising BBQ yesterday and learned how to tie a tie. I think I want to wear them all the time now.

Later I went and saw Tina's band, ButcheR and SmeaR. It was an amazingly unsettling performance.. it gave me chills and nearly brought me to tears. I really admire her for being able to share her art so unabashedly.

Today I have a date with my Artist. We're going to play with acrylic paints. I don't know what we'll create... and I never do. I wonder if it's appropriate to conjure a Goddess, even though we won't be working with moonlight. I mean, of course she'll be with us anyway, but I don't know if a formal invite is proper. I have a caldron and some flames. Maybe next Sunday we can all go dancing.

I got back on the Zyban today. I smoked entirely too much this weekend and my throat feels like hell. I hate smoking. I quit for a few months last year and it was great. I didn't smell and I could run! I hadn't run in years. So, yeah, I have enough Zyban to get me through two weeks. I need to get another prescripton. Fucking hassle.

Tomorrow night I get to go out for sushi and sake! Must keep that in mind so I remember to bring my appetite.