"Everybody knows you can conjure anything by the dark of the moon."
~ Tori Amos
Had the whole house to myself yesterday, so I spent time alternating between mastubating and napping. A fabulous waste of time.
The Babyland show was fun. I didn't really watch they're set... they seemed to be having some technical difficulties. But I saw this really cool band from Texas, NTX. Afterwards I talked with one of the guys and he said they're trying to be like the now defunct Crash Worship. That would be awesome! I can't wait to see them again.
I'm embracing today, before the work and school schedule starts. I have a crazy week coming up. I'm trying to get into the proper mindset for working full-time and going to school four nights a week. I'm not going to have time for much of anything else until the weekend.
I do wonder what I'll do for a social life, even though I'll probably be too tired to have one. Though I am craving that newness of a relationship. You know? The courting period? Where you're so nice and considerate and wanting very much to make a good impression. It fades so fast. I never know where it goes. What causes the dynamics to change so quickly?
Not yet a spinster... though I probably am destined for a life of serial monogamy. Always searching for that newness.
Ugh... my tummy hurts. Must go find some breakfast. And only a little bit of coffee today.
~ Tori Amos
Had the whole house to myself yesterday, so I spent time alternating between mastubating and napping. A fabulous waste of time.
The Babyland show was fun. I didn't really watch they're set... they seemed to be having some technical difficulties. But I saw this really cool band from Texas, NTX. Afterwards I talked with one of the guys and he said they're trying to be like the now defunct Crash Worship. That would be awesome! I can't wait to see them again.
I'm embracing today, before the work and school schedule starts. I have a crazy week coming up. I'm trying to get into the proper mindset for working full-time and going to school four nights a week. I'm not going to have time for much of anything else until the weekend.
I do wonder what I'll do for a social life, even though I'll probably be too tired to have one. Though I am craving that newness of a relationship. You know? The courting period? Where you're so nice and considerate and wanting very much to make a good impression. It fades so fast. I never know where it goes. What causes the dynamics to change so quickly?
Not yet a spinster... though I probably am destined for a life of serial monogamy. Always searching for that newness.
Ugh... my tummy hurts. Must go find some breakfast. And only a little bit of coffee today.

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i've found that if i'm actively missing the feeling of nervousness, of newness, a few months (years, whatever) into the relationship, it's been time to move on.
i'm right now involved with a wonderful new person, but i'm trying to keep myself accurate..i'm not really going out of my way to be interesting or cool or nice, i'm not trying *too* hard to make a good impression..and if he likes me for me, all the better. it seems like that won't wear off as soon..
i think knowing that you've really got someting to bring to the table is paramount.
nice to make your acquaintance, by the way..i'm new here, to sg in general, and my path led me here.