So today I got my pink bike, I'm pretty sure my Husband in Absentia juno106 has the digicam and I'm a fool with the phone cam, and so it will be a bit before I upload pics of the fabulous thing. I also found out they extended the bike trail to about a block from where I live. Yay. I coasted all the way home and felt like a little kid again for the first time in a long time, just me and my bike. It was actually nice.
Tomorrow is my first therapy appointment to work on cleaning up the devastated mess that is me, and then monday I have an appointment with the man who prescribes the "sit down, shut up, and stop weeping" pills.
Tonight I have a glamourous evening planned of partying like it's 1899 and doing some hand washing mostly kennel blankies for Baby dog, Undies for me, and pink t shirts for biking the trail. And a towel that caught the wrath of a shell shocked kitten. Wow, cat pee, strongest scent ever! Ew!
So yeah I still feel like the rocket girl in space so far away from everything, nothing is quite right, I'm off balance, my angel, my anchor, my wise teacher is elusive, and so so distant, I live for the feel of his arms around me, but I won't have that for days. Hopefully not too many days. I think we might hang out and watch a movie this weekend, okay hope, but I have to be prepared to not see him until monday afternoon or tuesday. In the meantime I feel like a cat in heat... Especially when I see this guy....
*sigh, swoon, faint*
(note to self... must get batteries....heh)
peace to you
Sad Girl
Tomorrow is my first therapy appointment to work on cleaning up the devastated mess that is me, and then monday I have an appointment with the man who prescribes the "sit down, shut up, and stop weeping" pills.
Tonight I have a glamourous evening planned of partying like it's 1899 and doing some hand washing mostly kennel blankies for Baby dog, Undies for me, and pink t shirts for biking the trail. And a towel that caught the wrath of a shell shocked kitten. Wow, cat pee, strongest scent ever! Ew!
So yeah I still feel like the rocket girl in space so far away from everything, nothing is quite right, I'm off balance, my angel, my anchor, my wise teacher is elusive, and so so distant, I live for the feel of his arms around me, but I won't have that for days. Hopefully not too many days. I think we might hang out and watch a movie this weekend, okay hope, but I have to be prepared to not see him until monday afternoon or tuesday. In the meantime I feel like a cat in heat... Especially when I see this guy....
*sigh, swoon, faint*
(note to self... must get batteries....heh)
peace to you
Sad Girl
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lamb:
...did i understeand right? you are a beautiful couple..i hope the better for you.
...did i understeand right? you are a beautiful couple..i hope the better for you.
nellichaos:
more love to you!!!!!!! i am glad that things are on their way to being worked out and i certainly hope that you two are back in a wonderful place as soon as possible. the two of you are some of the sweetest peopel i have met on SG and i hate to know that you're both hurting...so again...love to you!