okay, so this is my first day off in seven days... i'm so glad to be off and determined to do something with this day that i'm stressing myself out even more... what i need to do is just relax and see where the day takes me... it's so easy for me to get wound up these days... people keep telling me i'm tense... that i need to relax... i wish it were that easy...
in other news, i'm feeling very open socially... talking to and going out with lots of people i either haven't talked to in years or have never met... i never considered myself capable... maybe i'm just now starting to view myself as a worthwhile human being all by myself...
i know... i'm being sort of a bummer with all this heavy real life shit... i don't know if i need to get further into my head or take a break and remove myself for a while... bah...
... they're all right... i need to learn to relax...
in other news, i'm feeling very open socially... talking to and going out with lots of people i either haven't talked to in years or have never met... i never considered myself capable... maybe i'm just now starting to view myself as a worthwhile human being all by myself...
i know... i'm being sort of a bummer with all this heavy real life shit... i don't know if i need to get further into my head or take a break and remove myself for a while... bah...
... they're all right... i need to learn to relax...
~ Alien