sissy

hmm... reading even cowgirls get the blues by tom robbins... i really like it so far... funny shit... first book of his i've read so far... probably not the last though...

i've felt restless lately and i've been spending far too much money on shit i don't need... i won't be getting as many hours now... hired a couple of new on call people at work... i won't be called in every single time they need someone now... it'll be a nice little vacation but i'll still need money and hours at work... and i don't know what to do with myself when i have a whole day i can spend at home... yesterday i cleaned my kitchen... today i baked... i'll probably do some more of that tonight... perfect some recipes... create some of my own... i'm becoming domestic when left to my own devices... maybe it's a comfort to me... making comfort food... cookies and muffins... kinda starting from the ground up with my diet... my eating habits... i'm losing weight... my clothes fit looser... it's a little startling... strange... actually learning how to cook... attempting chicken as soon as it thaws out in my fridge... we'll see what happens... i could try just about anything at this point...