Man, I am so sick. I thought I was going to get out of winter unscathed. I've never had headaches before. I think this is it. This is the end; I have Scarlet Fever or the Plague or some shit like that. And I have to work tonight too. Too poor to call off sick, ain't that a shame. Stupid, sexy minimum wage job.

So far, this is the best Christmas ever. I don't mean to jinx myself, but I haven't even touched any of the liquor I bought yesterday. I'm dying to go back to work though.
I had a week off for Cincinnati, and now four days off because we're closed. Friday can't come soon enough.

Why do you always have to "make the best of it"? It's almost an axiom of life, but why? To what end? Are we living purely for pleasure or are we avoiding a reality of fate by being glib?

I just got back from training in Cincinnati. The last couple of days there, I was dying to get back home. I can't even fathom why...
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People talk about such stupid shit( me not excluded). There's a discussion group about depression. It seems like a discussion group for posers. "I have a degree in psychology, so I may feel depressed from time to time".
And Suicide. What a joke! Would you really be "talking" about it if you were serious? I found that out the hard way. I'm not that serious,...
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Scratch that last entry. I just happened to catch the end of Jerry Maguire on TBS and I cried my eyes out. Now I just want to get Dylan's album with "Shelter from the Storm" and play that song over and over.

You ever have one of those days where you just can't get drunk enough? You watch all the sappy movies you can and you just can't feel enough. You're not happy, you're not sad, you're not even comfortably numb. You're just on the edge of your seat waiting for the next thing to come. Pacing for change, hoping for nothing. What do you do? What...
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Hey! My phone works after all. I can hear! I can hear! But....who the hell am I?

I'm now completely cut off from the outside world. I dropped my cell phone in the toilet tonight and being the clean freak that I am, I had to clean the phone so I drowned the phone in even more water than it already was. The phone's not looking good right now and as I'm starting to come out of my drunken stupor, I'm starting...
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