sirscootsalot

People talk about such stupid shit( me not excluded). There's a discussion group about depression. It seems like a discussion group for posers. "I have a degree in psychology, so I may feel depressed from time to time".
And Suicide. What a joke! Would you really be "talking" about it if you were serious? I found that out the hard way. I'm not that serious, even though I often wish I was dead. I'm a coward.
Fuck the people that think death is the cowardly way. Life is SO much easier than death. Hope is so powerful and very hard to give up. I haven't the strength to give it up.
I found this sight, looking for an easy way out and all I found was trivial musings. Please tell me that there's more to life than watching Paris Hilton on video. Please tell me that there are more people like Al screaming at the world. Please tell me that she's screaming at the world and not just posing.
This is bullshit. Please tell me that reality doesn't consist solely of the people that you can get drunk with.
What do I know? I'm drunk and my reality is NBC and Saturday Night Live.
What else is there?