When I woke this morning I was a blank board.
Empty of drive or inhibition.
I thought not of yesterday, nor of tomorrow, but yet I thought a great deal.
Time was present as it always is, trying its level best to kill me.
But I ignored it.
I didn't think of how much my life has passed me by. Nor of how much I've missed or will miss. I didn't think of what I should do to reach for my goals. I didn't think of the oppertunities I had not taken because I was too skeptical, or too scared, or too blah. All the things I passively resist because it might take effort or involve risk.
But thanks to this post, now I am thinking about it.
Damn you mind.
Empty of drive or inhibition.
I thought not of yesterday, nor of tomorrow, but yet I thought a great deal.
Time was present as it always is, trying its level best to kill me.
But I ignored it.
I didn't think of how much my life has passed me by. Nor of how much I've missed or will miss. I didn't think of what I should do to reach for my goals. I didn't think of the oppertunities I had not taken because I was too skeptical, or too scared, or too blah. All the things I passively resist because it might take effort or involve risk.
But thanks to this post, now I am thinking about it.
Damn you mind.
xxx