Feeling weird. Like sad, grumpy, confused and grouchy all at the same time. I'm so annoyed that I fractured my wrist because I hate having to depend on others to help me. I'm grumpy because I'm confused about how I feel about the world I live in. I don't know what is truth or what is not, I don't know who or what to trust. I don't know if the things I believe in are propaganda or genuine causes. I don't know who's good and who's bad. I don't know how to tell if something is really the truth or if it's a lie to cover up the truth that was supposedly a lie. I'm frustrated because I feel like I'm the only one who feels like a prisoner of the government and I got caught out by getting into debt. And there's not a damn thing I can do about it. I'm trapped in this world where I have no freedom, I only have debts to pay. Everybody says "that's life. You and 90% of the population live like that. Get over it", so because most people live like that, that means it's right? I may not be the sharpest tool in the shed, but I know the difference between right and wrong, and there is nothing right about the way our world is right now.
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Everybody knows that this world live in a big lie and bad.... we're just useless. Humanity is useless, because if we are not made to live in peace. A minority of humans are good and live for the truth, but even this minority knows that to live in this world we need to move forward and keep our head up. It's for that reason that people are talking like that. It's not right, but you can't always go against the tide, sometimes to achieve your aims you have to follow the flow. Life is hard because some people don't match with this f****** model, but even knowing that, you have a role to play (it's disgusting I know), and it's what allow you to place yourself
Keep your head up. Better days gonna come. *hug*