sirius69

I'm going to say something that is going to make me sound so horrible and lazy, but it feels so damn good. I LOVE NOT WORKING!!! I love waking up late, not having to go anywhere, not having to be anywhere at a certain time, not be doing shit I hate like sweeping floors and cleaning up other peoples crap. I love making tea and sitting on my balcony and just aitting there for ages doing nothing. I love the loneliness, I don't have to pretend to be happy or motivated or whatever. I just love this time to myself that I can do whatever the fuck I wanna do, which is nothing anyway. I live the freedom of being able to be depressed and just BE depressed without having to put on a mask and pretend like everything is alright. I just love being here, by myself. I don't want to find another job serving people, bending over backwards for people, putting in more effort than I have the energy too. I love being a fucking lazy bum!!