siobhanm

I'm 20 years old, and some of the same players are still here. Some of the same bullshit is a part of my life. I don't know if I'll completely give up. But I know this, I'm a pretty accurate judge of charachter, I thought. Whether or not I can judge and act...is another story. That's the predicament I'm in. Weak people and people begging to suck me dry...for some reason gravitate towards me cause I take it easy at first. If at first you dont succeed, I'll let you try like 8 times. I'm getting tired of this routine. My vision has cleared up, and I actually know how to act upon these things when they start to get under my skin. You're all getting under my fucking skin. Stand up and be real for once. Stop living your life in the past and on a computer. There's real life going on outside your webcam. I hate the internet. I'm going to stop using it...well starting tomorrow. For 2 weeks. That's my new goal. Then I can cut out all this fuckin fake bullshit. You wanna be real with me, call me on the motherfucking phone and defend yourself. I'm sick.