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I feel like my soul is being ripped out. So much for the good feeling lasting

I wish I could shake this headache, I'm beginning to worry about it a little now, I feel weak, I feel lost.

Something changes inside, something turns the light to dark and all that was well is gone. Why does this happen? Why can elation turn to utter devastation? What is different today than yesterday, when nothing changes, how can the mind flip upside down and evoke an entirely different emotion?

My heart, my mind, my inner self are disjointed, a little like my journals. Emotions rush through my body like a drug, evolving, growing, creating a life of their own, I am nothing but emotions slave.

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On a different note:

Shark Tale is fabooooo
The Mooney Suzuki rock my freaking socks off more than I could ever possibly imagine
I have a strange and unhealthy attraction to Bam Margera, which seems to have popped up from somewhere.

Tell me

1) Which film have you recently seen that you thought was faboo?
2) Which music that you wouldn't normally listen to rocks your socks off?
3) Who are you strangely attracted to and why?

Wuv n Snuggles,

Sin xxxx

Edited to add: One of my absolute hero's died today. RIP John Peel

In memory:

"Are teenage dreams so hard to beat
Everytime she walks down the street
Another girl in the neighbourhood
Wish she was mine, she looks so good

I wanna hold her wanna hold her tight
Get teenage kicks right through the night

I'm gonna call her on the telephone
Have her over cos i'm all alone
I need excitement oh i need it bad
And its the best, i've ever had

I wanna hold her wanna hold her tight
Get teenage kicks right through the night

I wanna hold her wanna hold her tight
Get teenage kicks right through the night".