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Mood:
Music: The Lovegods

I have been writing in my usual first person perspective of the world, this is todays snippet of weirdity:

"I feel like nothingness. I feel like a strange addition to this world, floating through the sky like a cloud which will burst into a million raindrops. I am not grounded, I am not stable, I sometimes wonder if I am even here at all. My thoughts race at lightspeed, twisting, turning, flitting from side to side, coming, going, dissapting as quick as they flash into my head. My thoughts like my life seem to have little purpose, little direction. My thoughts like my life have no way of knowing where they will go, what they will turn in to, how they will progress. I feel stagnant and still, unchanging as the world whizzes by, yet I also feel skittish, jittery, flighty as my mind roams off into a tangent of weirdness. As the winter closes in around me, the leaves fall from the trees admist the wet autumn skies I feel a deep depression pushing me down. I feel the darkness invading, I feel the pressure of pointlessness and indecisive helplessness crushing me, I feel the world crumble. Where do I go from here?"

So my lovelies, what have you been up to whilst I have been away? hmmmm? I'm totally mended now yaaaay, although I stare at my bike now with a mixture of awe and fear. It tempts me to ride it yet, its just not quite right to do so. Ack well. I am going to stick up some outtakes from my last set when I finally get round to it, I'm not entirely sure when that will be, but I'll give it a go Okey Dokey all I seem to do is work, eat and sleep not so well at the moment, so I don't really have that much interesting stuff to write. Except.....omg I Invader Zim. I think I am actually Gir. Yes yes I am.

I'll think of some questions!

Loves ya loads people xxx