sinn666

I feel better than yesterday, but still very hurt. I really wish I could make it go away. How do I make the pain go away? Someone please tell me how cause it hurts so bad it's driving me crazy and I don't want to deal with it...I don't want to be here.

For now I will go dye my hair to see if that cheers me up any. A haircut, a piercing and a tattoo would really cheer me up. Oh and a metal show, or having money to buy some cd's. Being in a mosh pit would help me release some negative feelings.