It has been a quiet morning so far for which I am very thankful. I am going for my second sleep study....not as nervous this time thank god, but I still fear it. The process is not so bad....even if the paste they use to adhere the nodes to you is rather icy. It is the trying to sleep in a room where there are strange sounds, lights and noises. It is very disquieting and not conductive to rest at all. I will be taking a tranquilizer with me so that I dont have another panic attack. It really is rather embarrassing to panic when your not really in harms way. Makes me feel like a small willful child. I am an adult, with a husband and a child, and yet I panic being away from what I know. It really is quiet lowering. At least this time I will be able to know what is going to happen so that should help ease my nerves.
I have been planning for my husbands birthday at the end of the month. I know he says that he would prefer to stay home and do nothing but I think that he might just not want me to make a fuss. Little does he know that is what I do best! Perhaps a B-B-Q in the afternoon with some friends and then I'll bundle our son off to the grandparents for the night. A night of the "nude rule" might be just the thing!
I have been planning for my husbands birthday at the end of the month. I know he says that he would prefer to stay home and do nothing but I think that he might just not want me to make a fuss. Little does he know that is what I do best! Perhaps a B-B-Q in the afternoon with some friends and then I'll bundle our son off to the grandparents for the night. A night of the "nude rule" might be just the thing!