Well fuck, I missed VNV, and I really hate that. I was helping clean out the barn for my grandpa, and it didn't get done till about 7, not like the original plan. I really hate how some of this shit is going. I have been so fucking depressed lately, and moving up here with my grandparents has been good in a lot of ways, but damnit, I can't get my meds here. I am going kinda psycho.