sinfulsmurfette

its like he doesnt really get it. ive never really been in a situation like this. he acts like we're close and i always end up telling him everything that's on my mind...but then when it's his turn to open up he never does. he feels like he shouldnt show weakness...or like he's too good. it makes me feel like he's fake because he always has this guard up. im constantly showing myself to him...and he doesnt care to be closer to me. he's only a friend, but...it sucks that we cant be what i consider friends. he will always be someone i know. which is weird because we dated for 2 years...and one day you just wake up and that person will act like they never really knew you. really trips me out because break ups dont really affect me. i accept it and move on as friends. maybe getting married a few months after we broke up didnt help things. so maybe its my fault. then again, he treated me like shit...so maybe i should just move on and forget I ever knew him just like he has done. something i cant do. difficult situation. and i no longer even know what to do.